I want whatever I c*n’t have. Give me t h a t!! please… 👉👈 (x3), with a 🍒 on top. Medical research (that I made up) says this common condition is chronic, with no cure at the time of this post. so If I can’t have l*ve, 2nd place is sex , or ▇▇▇.
also willing to settle for a classic double flap Chanel handbag w/ quilted lambskin and rainbow hardware. And I want it now. Thanks 🤍
I pierced the veil of silence with my weeping at MoMA, Thursday April 6th 2023. I needed a place to escape to after I heard the news. The sum of my tears stretched into a pool of grief, maybe 8 x 10 foot wide.
so I prayed to God for a Miracle, or two.
I was alone, but Mrs.O’Keefe was there to offer comfort as best she could. Embarrassed, I failed to stifle the sobs, wishing to be the type of woman who didn’t cry so much. but shame didn’t stop me from continuing a bit more. I. nevermind. and after that I stumbled into Saint Patrick’s Cathedral between 5th & Madison Ave.
The Miracle came quickly, and I felt it fleetingly for the first time that day. In a moment of solitude it made its presence known; with my eyes wide shut, and a racing heart. I was relieved by the sweet smelling smoke of frankincense and myrrh, diffused by a thurible swinging from a single chain. My lungs adopted a deep inhale and upon exhaling I became full with brand new air, and all at once I felt suspended in the perfection of total peace. Physical desire falls weak in comparison to the significance of its intellectual and economic counterparts.
this pure Feeling of peace is my greatest desire.
Life moves on but Memory, like our landscapes, can be fickle. Yesterday I learned “billionaire hedge fund boss Ken Griffin to pay Manhattan cathedral up to $164 million for air rights to build new skyscraper”. If you ask me, it will definitely be y-uge. and it will probably be ugly : ( Greed is hideous.
When I am old and gray, I hope to recall my New York and the landmarks that sheltered me as they were, and I’ll do my very best to appreciate what it will inevitably Be.
I am figuring out what I want this thing to be, and what is important to me to share so we’ll just keep it rockin’ shawty.
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